handle frustation

frustation@depressed.... everyone must feel this before right?
the older we got the more frustration we going to face.i am 20 and im frustrated a lot. whats the reason? study said we worry a lot of thing that we shouldn't even need to worry.

love..friends..study..parents..family.. etc.

1-whenever im depressed i try harder to think logically. listing everything in minds.
    # girls problem... find another one..im still young and handsome, piece of cake. not desperate at all.
    # friends...meet them and talk..settle in man 2 man talk.. easy...
    # study...cannot understand a bit? i got friends.. drop the subjects of find a good teachers..study harder..
       hard but not impossible.
    #parents..meet them..slow talk..apologizes... easy..its all about your ego dude.
    #family...same methods... miscommunication  made it worse. 

2-whenever im depressed..i talk way too much.. being a pain in a ass to my friends. tell them even they doesnt wanna listen. just talk and express it happily or mad. my roommate must annoy with me.. even the wall in my room annoy with me.. hahaha.. im even talk with my wall.. facebook wall or blogging relieved the frustation.

3-spirituality dude... one of the best way. talk to HIM. HE will listen.


its easy when we say it but hard when its comes to us right? that's why we need others to remind us.
                                             p/s currently im totally in  frustration mode.

split personalities

 do you ever feel like changing to someone else sometimes? becomes different person that you used to be? if you used to be childish happy go lucky type, sometimes you feel like wanna be someone cold and ignorance type of person..
                                    Guess what?
Yup sure i like that.. sometimes i dont even realize that.. i becomes so cold and ignorance.. its happen...
back there when my family and i visit my grandma.im so excited and 'gile-gile' all the time.
                  then someday i change at sudden.. becomes cold,angry all the time and ignore everything around me.my family was freaked out and asked me what happen.. i got no reason. its continue for a week.

i guess i do have split personalities but i do remember what happen just i dont know how to explain.
and by the way..i do talking to myself a lot. i do hurting my knuckles a lot.
    i can think only one reason... trauma being alone so much.

Proton Inspira

' idea yang kurang sempurna itu adalah idea ' word from kabakoga my roommates inspired me to continue writing.. to continue blogging.. to continue sharing.. also thanks 2 angle fish.. you are the first blogger ever comment my blog.

arigato gozaimas .....

well you see..
its the same concept as proton Inspira that just come out.. 

look at both of this cars.. Proton Inspira means exactly as its sound.  i just can't imagine if they put proton evo as a name for this model.. or proton adik evo ke... its ugly.

inspired by Mitsubishi EVO 9 they made it cheaper and affordable for not me but Malaysian.. maybe you. haha,, sound poor when I said it.

ok to the point here...
the same story you always heard and read.. the complicated and jiwang one.
i will try my best to make it simple and nice.
                                                                    of course understandable too.. hehe.

first love from a player

essay i wrote on facebook.

I am going 2 write an essay here...

hope no one interfere yet

hmm

story

about a man

who really handsome

but a jerk

no

he is really good flirting other woman

no girls escaped from his charm

but one day

he fall in love

but he cannot use his charm 2 that girl he like

b4 this

he always use his charm 2 other girl

2 use them

as a hobby

why

why

he cannot use his charm

i wonder why

....

so many times he wanna give up 2 her

but she is unforgetable

the story still continue

he keep his hobby

some friend feel likes he is awesome

going out with 30 different woman

already

housewife

lecturer

cashier

students

students

many kind of student

people that he meet

like him

but still he can't get satisfaction

from them

why that girl so hard

but even he can't use his charm

still

he can get hold of her

they going out

they keep connected

so one day

his father force him to get married

bcoz he is a strict father

his father got a rich young beautiful girl as his son in law

the woman really want to marry him

but

he blur

donno what 2 to

he never have a girlfren b4

he is seriously never have that kind of responsibility

b4

he is poor

really poor

thats the best way to be rich

should he accept it

the only thing that stop him

actually pause him

are his study to be engineer

and that first love lady

is ths love

?

?

if it is

its pathetic

its ironic

what should he do

to be contnue

read my blog

memoirs2107.blogspot.com

another people I amazed

Adolf Hitler. ever heard? in a word that i can describe is DICK-TATOR .  well he is awesome dictator with an evil power.. thats why i stress the word DICK.. wanna more info about him? click on that link ok..
Read more about history and awesome people.. open your dick head so you can be SUPER man.. don't just playing around with PES and SIMCITY.. totally headed to my roommates and friends..  reading history may make you boring and starving at the same time but they do open your mind.. how can this dickhead can come-out from the Wikipedia.. damn.. do you ever wonder become famous..? we cannot be just normal..  let me brief about Hitler then to avoid you from starvation.

he is normal poor human.  Jews people always bully him.. he being influenced by a communist book then he enter army. he study charismatics and charm from famous people then become a DICK-TATOR.  he influence German with his word and kill JEWS for revenge. he is damn good with evil
thats why i said everyone can be SUPER. either SUPER-EVIL or SUPERHERO.

new BEGINNING

why superman? why? trying 2 following faizal tahir? NOOOO!!! superMAN because first; i am defitely a pure handsome young MAN. second; i am SUPERB. i am superb than anyone else not because i got laser on my eyes or super speed pair of legs( can go to harun@kabakoga house( in 10 seconds without bus ticket or using his LC )or bulletproof but i do waterproof hehehe.. it simply because i believe i am superman..
i can do what ever i believe i can do.. so you can.. just believe and working on it bebeh!!